Tuesday, December 11, 2007

what i have learned; april 22, 2007

I HAVE LEARNED THAT YOU CANT LIVE IN THE MOMENT...THAT JUST LEADS TO MISTAKES AND REGRETS...AND IN MY CASE SOME REALLY AKWARD SITUATIONS. I HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT YOU ARE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY...EVEN AT THE MOMENTS IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOUR NOT TRYING TO BE. I CANT SPEAK FOR ANYONE ELSE REALLY...BUT FOR ME THIS I KNOW TO BE TRUE. I WISH IT WAS DIFFERENT...AND MOST DAYS I WISH I WAS DIFFERENT. I WISH I TRUSTED PEOPLE MORE AND OPENED UP A LITTLE EASIER. YOU CANT CHANGE YOURSELF...I LEARNED THAT TOO. YOU ARE YOU ARE AND ITS PROABABLY WHO YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN (OTH). THAT HOLDS A LOT OF TRUTH. YOU CAN ONLY WEAR A MASK TO THE WORLD FOR SO LONG, UNTILL EVENTUALLY YOU LET YOUR GUARD DOWN AND SOMEONE SEES THROUGH. I HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT PEOPLE ARENT WHO YOU THINK THEY ARE. DESPITE BEST INTENTIONS PEOPLE LET YOU DOWN.

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